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Now that people know....!

Muruga..! You have been my god since the days I remember..!!  I kept you like my secret weapon all these years..!! Now due to whatever reasons.., almost everyone in my circle knows that you the one I worship..!!! In fact, they also know that you are the ONLY one I worship now..!!! I am not the one I used to be...! I have very low esteem..!!  Really tired and very afraid of future..!! From now on, any sufferings I undergo due to karma or any reasons, people will only attribute them to you..!! So, pleaaaaassssee...., resolve all my problems..!!!

Holy...!! Once again..!

Lost job yesterday..!!  Have been vigorously trying to find a job..!!! Avoided a few due to low salary while I had the job..!! Now that I am jobless, makes me feel desparate..!!!!   மறுபடியும் முதல்லேருந்தா!!!  

Next

Have been busy taking interview calls in December 2020.  Received one offer too!  Some interviews are scheduled in the first and second week of Jan 2021 as well.  God..!

Is it that?

I came here post a depressing post..!!  While I started, had to break it for some domestic discussion..! Suddenly feeling "okay", not that depressing..!  Is this what called "mood-swing"..? Whatever, God Please Help Me.  This is a shout out at you..! I have no one to look up to..!!  Please help me.

God, please save me!!

This is probably the worst phase of my life..!! I am jobless for last 3 months.  Have been a victim of a wrong decision by myself, wrong advice of a wrong person I approached for that advice, wrong decision of a lady bastard of company I switched to (an utter non-sense company - YamanGold).  On the whole, I am at the receiving end.  I am writing this primarily to vent out my depression.  God, please save me.  I am not able to tolerate and go through this mess.

Still the one I ride..!!

Wow..!! I just realized that I came back here exactly after an year.  It was Sep 10th 2019 that I came here last.  Still riding the tide called life.., here in Canada...!!! Oh! Canada..!!

Looking Back

Some people claim that looking back blocks evolution while some argue not to forget the path walked-past.  It has been a long time that I did not logon with my blogspot.  Looking back now, what a long journey it has been..!!  I'm in Canada - Toronto with my family...!!! Riding the wave called "Life".